Entries for March, 2006
March 20th, 2006
I'm infatuated... POSTED AT 02:54 PM Dont care about the spelling... Dont care about most stuff anyway... Graduation day is in a few days... I'm leaving my high school... I'm leaving the teachers, the books, the grades, the past... I'm leaving the events, but taking the experiences... I've graduated from grade school a long long time ago... I've lived 6 years of my life there.... Stuff happened, wonderfu, shameful and painful stuff alike... I've left most of myself in my grade school... I've left almost everything there... Yet at the pit of my heart, still lurks, burns, a feeling I can't shake... Show me her picture and I smile... Read to me her words, and I smile... To actually talk to her again would be heaven... To actually be with her when she needs me the most, heaven... For her to notice me would be impossible... For us to be together, impossible... So of all the things I left back in grade school, why the heck can't I leave her? Reading: the lyrics of so sick by ne-yo Listening to: so sick by ne-yo Watching: the computer monitor Feeling: thirsty Comments?
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March 21st, 2006
3 songs.... POSTED AT 03:51 PM okay, what I'm feeling right now can be summed up in 3 songs: - Out of my League by Stephen Speaks ('cause she is out of my league) - Minamahal kita - Parokya ni Edgar ('cause I did the same thing) - So sick - Ne-yo ('cause it reminds me of her) Okay out of my league, imagine a low-life good for nothing fat loser, falling for a movie star/model/star athlete/amazing leader/extremely smart cute woman. Yeah, put in a fairy godmother and you have a friggin fairytale. Sadly happily ever after only happens for some people. I'm not part of that some people. Even if I climb Mt. Everst she would still be too high. Okay Minamahal Kita, this song talks about 2 friends, a guy and a girl. The guy enjoys being with the girl and admits to her that she has feelings for her. The girl on the other hand becomes shy with the guy and they never came together. Yeah I confessed, we were still in grade school. Damn it. I'm a friggin idiot. It wasn't even an oral confession, It was a damned note! And to top it all off I added in a damn cheap-bracelet. What did I get because of my simple-mindedness? She never talked to me again! Well she does but in extremely short sentences. It's sad. I'm a walking talking pile of shit. So Sick is a popular song today. Especially with the recently ended relationships. So people these days listen to this just to get the feeling that they did have something but it's gone now. Well you know what? Some people listen to this song over and over and over again and wish they could apply that to their lives! Know why? Because they want to be in a relationship with a girl that still has a vice-like grip on their heart. Even if it will end on a bad note, they don't care. They just want to have an anniversary, an answering machine with their messages, their own place. It's sad really. I should know, I'm one of them. So my life really is bullshit. Crappy and full of crap. Oh by the way... Tang ina sira DOTA kO!! puta! Sira ung WCIII:TFT program ko amp! Ayaw gumana.... Nagalit siguro AI sakin, trip ko daw sila. It's always been 2KJC, the 4 girls in my life. 2KJC... KKJC... I'm a loser... Reading: The Currently Reading sign... Listening to: So sick by Ne-yo Watching: The computer monitor... Feeling: sick |
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March 26th, 2006
New life, new beginnings.... POSTED AT 07:17 AM as a favorite post Hi my name is Lionico Federico Albano Marquez... Lio for short.... I live in Antipolo, Rizal... I come from a family of 9: Pia, Dia, Rio, Nia, Mio, Via, Gia, Me and Qio (in that order, excluding my mom and dad).... I stand at about 5 feet four inches... I just graduated from Ateneo De Manila High School.... I graduated from La Salle College Antipolo Grade school.... I am not sure where I'm going with my life.... Not sure who I'm going to meet, where I'm going to study, what I'm going to do.... But out of all the things I'm hoping to accomplish, I'm hoping to meet the girl who's going to accomplish these things with me.... I just hit the reset buttong in my life, there's no telling what will happen... All I know is that 3 things remain constant: I do what I can, I have my own stand and God is the man.... Congradulations to batch 2006.... Especially Ateneo High school's D boys 2006.... best class ever baby... Special mentions: Tikinhoy, Jat, Diws, Gabe, The Marks (C and A)... ay potek lahat na nga lang! Hahaha. sige sige.... Reading: what I wrote Listening to: Wherever you will go - the calling Watching: the computer monitor Feeling: Graduate mode! |
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March 28th, 2006
... POSTED AT 04:08 PM okay, una. tingin mo ginamit kita bilang panakip butas? putcha, ako na mismo ang nagremedyo sa butas na yan. wala nang butas! ung mga nangyari dati? kinalimutan ko na, ndi mo ba naalala sinabi ko? tinanong mo kung anon gagawin ko, sabi ko kakalimutan un, babaguhin ang mali at magpapatuloy. oo nagawa ko na 'yon dati, pero mas kilala mo naman ako para sabihin na ganun lang ang pag-trato ko sayo. Iniisip mo na nag-backout ako sa pangliligaw sayo kasi ginagamit lang kita. Ang taas ng pag-tingin ko sayo. Tinitingala kita, pano kita babastusin ng ganun? Hindi ko masabi sa text dahil masyadong mahaba, ndi ko masabi sa telepono, kasi alam ko magsisigawan tayo. Hindi ako sumuko, hindi. Mahal kita. Pero hindi kita kelangan bilang girlfriend, kelangan kita bilang matalik na kaibigan, ung taong sinasabihan ko ng problema. Ung taong masaya kakwentuhan. Sawa ka na sa mga sorry ko, bakit? Kasi hindi ko alam kung anong ginagawa ko, kasi wala akong alam sa pangliligaw. Ayoko sayo magawa ung mga pagkakamali ko, gusto ko kinukkwento sayo ang mga ito, tapos pagtatawanan natin. Ayoko sayo makipag-away kapag may nagawa akong mali, gusto ko ikwento sayo ang mga un, tapos magiisip tayo ng paraan para maayos ang problema. Nakikita ko yung mga kaklase ko ngayon, puro on-off yung relationships. Kung ganun lang ang nangyayari sa henerasyon natin ngayon, wag na lang! Mas importante ka sa kahit sinong girlfriend ko sa hinaharap. Kasi marami na tayong pinagsamahan, bilang magkaibigan. Sa lahat ng kaibigan ko, lagi naman akong FBC (friends before chicks) e. lahat kayo mas importante sa kahit sinong maging girlfriend ko sa mundo. |
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March 29th, 2006
simple pleasures rediscovered... POSTED AT 10:53 AM parang ang tagal ko nang pilay, ang tagal ko nang hindi nakakalabas. tinopak lang siguro ako kanina pero, naligo ako sa ulan. haha astig! sobrang tagal ko nang naipit lang sa loob ng bahay dahil sa hindi ako makalibot sa labas, pero nang napansin kong umuulan binitawan ko lahat, at naglakad sa ilalim ng ulan. Haha si Qio, si balot, si atong at si vincent nagsunuran at naligo sila sa loob ng balde. Naglaro ng paputok, at pelet gun. Kumain ng bagong pitas na kaimito (star apple) at kumain ng ice candy. haha na miss ko ang mga 'yon, kulang na lang yung mamang mangfifishball at ok na kami. haha sige sige. ingat! nga pala nanonood ulit ako ng mga anime, detective conan, flame of recca, initial D, ghost fighter at zenki. haha Reading: ung currently reading sign Listening to: the tv Watching: initial D |
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