Dream
POSTED AT 01:22 PM

DriggerxXx

6 dreams.... all about one person.... (and yes this person is a girl)

 sheet... hahaha ang hirap paniwalaan pero paulit-ulit na ito. siguro namimiss ko lang talaga yung person. o kaya may feeling of "yearning" deep down inside. haaaaaay. sus. Hindi ko nga alam gagawin ko para lang matigil itong mga pangyayaring ito e. parang, ewan..... basta ang lama ko, miss na miss ko na siya. heheh ang corny no? pero ganun talaga e, maisssss.

 kakaiba talaga. gusto ko lang naman matanggal ito sa loob-looban ko kaya nilagay ko ito rito. hehe wala naman akong mapagsabihan e. kung sa bagay.... eh ewan ko....

Reading: redwall - brian jaques
Listening to: lonely no more - rob thomas
Feeling: lonely

well umalis na siya....
POSTED AT 12:03 PM

DriggerxXx

tears...

tears flowed from ate gia's eyes as we were about to leave the house...

while in the car, we remained silent, pretending that this was a normal day...

then we talked about everyday things, small talk...

after which, we slept, lightly...

she woke up, then i woke up, we were almost at the airport...

we reluctantly got off the car...

I picked up her stuff...

she hugged me, i hugged her, she hugged our little brother adn he hugged her...

i made a joke about "well wishers" and "wishing wells"...

mom and ate gia slowly said goodbye as we boarded back on the car...

i know my mom will come back, but my sister? she'll try to start a new life there, in the United States of America. One by one our family members are migrating to the states, mainly because of the fucked up economy of the philippines. Bullshit. 

At least now I have a reason to study as hard as i can...

to graduate and follow ate gia tot he states, sus mag-isa lang siya dun e alam mo naman si ate gia, sobrang masungit niyan, hehe kailangan niyan ng cpunterpart na magpaparelax sa kanya, trabaho ko yun e hahaha.

I always try to look at things in a lighter shade than they actually are... for instance: Moving to the USA isnt so bad, im going to be moving to the fattest country in teh world!! At least in proportion to the people there, im gonna look SEXY!!! hahahaha

 

... 

Reading: nothing
Listening to: i like to move it - madagascar soundtrack
Watching: the news and how fucked up our economy is.
Feeling: lonely again...

2 songs that struck me today...
POSTED AT 02:54 PM

DriggerxXx

stay by cueshe

I believe
We shouldnt let the moment pass us by
Life's too short
We shouldnt wait for the water to run dry

Think about it
Cause we only have one shot at destiny
All im asking
Could it possibly be you and me?

So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Time has come
For us to go our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy today

I feel so cold
Feel so numb
Im having nightmares but im awake
Help me lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away

So if you'd still go, i'll understand
Would you give me something just to hold on to?
And if you'll stay, ill hold your hand
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

Now that you're gone, im all alone
Im still hoping that you would come back home
Dont care how long, but im willing to wait
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

 

and Cant help falling in love by the A teens (hehe napanood ko sa disney)

Ooooooooh 

Doo Dooo Doo 
I just can't help falling in love with you 

Wise men say 
Only fools rush in 
But I can't help falling in love with you 

Shall I stay 
Would it be a sin 
If I can't help falling in love with you 

Like a river flows(Ooooh ooh ooh) 
To the sea 
So it goes(Ooooh ooh ooh) 
Some things are meant to be 
Some things are meant to be 

Take my hand (Take my hand) 
Take my whole life too (Whole life too) 
For I can't help falling in love with you 

Wise men say 
Only fools rush in 
But I, I can't, I can't help falling in love (falling in love) 
With you (with you) 

Like a river flows(Ooooh ooh ooh) 
To the sea 
So it goes(Ooooh ooh ooh) 
Some things are meant to be 
Some things are meant to be 

Take my hand (Take my hand) 
Take my whole life too (Whole life too) 
For I can't help falling in love with you 

Take my hand (Take my hand) 
Take my whole life too (Whole life too) 
For I can't help falling in love (falling in love with you) 
with you 

For I can't help 
falling in love 
falling in love with you 

Like a river flows 
that's the way it goes 
I just can't help falling in love with you 

Like a river flows (take my hand) 
that's the way it goes (cuz i cant help) 
I just can't help falling in love with you 

Like a river flows (take my hand) 
that's the way it goes (cuz i cant help) 
I just can't help falling in love with you 

Like a river flows (take my hand) 
that's the way it goes (cuz i cant help) 

 

yun lang, ang sarap kaya pakinggan nitong songs na ito hehe wala lang. sige bye bye
I just can't help falling in love with you

 

Reading: wala
Listening to: ayun o nasa taas
Watching: disney channel

hehe ano kaya occasion sa tuesday...
POSTED AT 04:35 PM

DriggerxXx

well alam kong dapat hindi ko ipinaparada sa buong mundo kung anong mangyayari sa tuesday, pero natural na naman iyon diba? hehe

ang sarap kaya isigaw sa kung sinu-sinong tao kung anong mangyayari sa isang espesyal na araw. 

siguro nga ngayon ko lang naiintindihan kung bakit sa aniversary ng mga magulang ko, naiiwan kami sa bahay na kumakain ng pritong itlog at sardinas habang sila'y kumakain sa Italianis. tapos uuwi sila ng bahay, dideretso sa kuwarto at maglolock ng pinto. hehe 

or pag yung kuya ko sobrang kulit sa anniversary nila ng girlfriend niya. parang bawat galaw nila dapat masaya sila. bawat lumalabas sa bibig puro tawa at kasiyahan.

haay...

balang araw, sana, magkaroon din ako ng pagkakataong maranasan ang mga ito. kaso kuntento na muna ako sa mangyayari sa tuesday, hehe wala alng. Birthday ko e  

Reading: lyrics ng 40 kinds of saddness
Listening to: stay - cueshe
Watching: the monitor
Feeling: lonelyish birthday mode